ahimsa satya asteya brahmacharya aparigraha yama
Self- regulation (Yamas) is listed as the first of the practice of Eight Limbs in the yoga sutra. There are five guidelines as suggested by Patanjali:
1) Non- harming
2) Non- mendacity
3) Non- stealing
4) Non- desire
5) Non- possessiveness
We may misunderstand that these are practices of self-restraint, which practices the mind translates as – “not allowed to”, “cannot”, “not supposed to”. That makes us not want to go deeper in our yoga practice other than physical postures (asanas).
Notice that self-regulation is translated as “Non” instead of “Not”. This suggests that each guideline is not to be practiced with expectations and with unwillingness.
If we take practice as “Do Not – harm, steal, desire, possess, lie”, we are in fact avoiding them. But that doesn’t mean that they are not around us, all these “Do Not” are still lying dormant by our suppression.
The more we want to run away from them; it’s an invitation for them to chase after us. One of these days, we’ll get tired of running and surrender.
When we practice as “Non”- harm, steal, desire, possess, lie”, we are being aware of their presence, and how much they are operating within us. Instead of suffocating these within ourselves, we want to confront and look them in the eyes. We stand firm with our own practice, unaffected by their presence.
Slowly, these harmful ingredients will dissolve.
“So how can we actually start practicing?” When can we reach that level?
It always seems so impossible to go beyond the physical level of practice. My suggestion is – take it slow. There is no need to rush. The moment we plan to make it happen, an expectation tags along and two things can happen:
1) Using suppression to make sure we fulfill the expected deadline
2) Feeling dejected and disappointed for not being able to reach that expected level of practice as planned. Give it all up and conclude that deeper practice is just not possible for us.
Instead of wanting to “hit a target”, just take awareness of our behaviors and bring in little changes one at a time whenever possible.
Through long-term asana practice, we understand that any poses that seem impossible to practice at first will eventually happen when the practice is going strong.
Same as being in a spiritual practice, there’s no deadline or target given. It is not about being in a spiritual competition; who can reach the top first wins. Anything that we want to happen fast or rush into, will only lead us a step closer to injuries.
“You, take your practice long, for many years, and shanti (peace) is coming”~ Sri K Pattabhi Jois